9.22.98

    I am having a bad day.

    It's my second day of work and things are not going well. The problem is inversely proportional to the size of the office -- which would be shoebox. I had a total panic attack and became completely claustrophobic.

    There were ants on the keyboard and I felt like they were crawling all over me. I couldn't breathe. I had to leave.

    Now, I'm trying to work something out so that I can do a bulk of this work at home. It seems so simple to me but my new boss doesn't like it one little bit. I feel badly.

    I really wanted this to be a good thing but... it's just too overwhelming. And small.